i love my family. i really do. but i really cannot deal with them constantly judging my actions and telling me what bad choices i am making and how sad they feel for me. i understand that they care about me, but i want them to mind their own business. i’m not off doing terrible things. and i honestly feel like i’m a really good person. and i don’t think it’s fair for them to always try to make me feel like shit when i do something that they don’t completely agree with. i am almost to the point of just not including them in my life at all, because i should not have to pretend that i’m something i’m not or hide the things that make me happy from them. not cool.
lost my id and my debit card last night, so that’s cool.
This goober is leaving me again in three days to go do bigger and better things at BYUH. Go get em champ. I’ll miss you and our rainy river adventures. #bestfriends
scott baby i love you